I am so depressed today, well, here's the full story:
There's a girl I loved in deeply in my heart. The strange thing is, we don't know each other. Anyway, I have been watching her since the beginning of this year. I am just not brave enough to express my feeling on her, but she might have noticed it, since my friends are trying to get us together, there tried manny ways. Well, the problem is, we only meet each other in the tuition centre, and the last 2 classes will be on next week. Kinda like after next week, everything will be over and I dont think we will ever be able to meet each other again. Since the last Monday, I have been telling myself, "it is over, it is over..." and I felt like I am going crazy and yes, I am really sad. Just today, I said something bad on her, actually, I am repeating a joke from a friend of mine, which I think, hurts her and she caught it incidently. She started to evade me, we usually wait at the same bus station, but now she hidded herself in somewhere I can't see her, but I know, she's there... this has never happened before.
Well, pardon my bad English. I am feeling really bad now, yes really bad, I need advices badly, shall I express my feel on her? or just let it overs and focus on my studdies, my final exams(the BIG one) is arround the corner.
There's a girl I loved in deeply in my heart. The strange thing is, we don't know each other. Anyway, I have been watching her since the beginning of this year. I am just not brave enough to express my feeling on her, but she might have noticed it, since my friends are trying to get us together, there tried manny ways. Well, the problem is, we only meet each other in the tuition centre, and the last 2 classes will be on next week. Kinda like after next week, everything will be over and I dont think we will ever be able to meet each other again. Since the last Monday, I have been telling myself, "it is over, it is over..." and I felt like I am going crazy and yes, I am really sad. Just today, I said something bad on her, actually, I am repeating a joke from a friend of mine, which I think, hurts her and she caught it incidently. She started to evade me, we usually wait at the same bus station, but now she hidded herself in somewhere I can't see her, but I know, she's there... this has never happened before.
Well, pardon my bad English. I am feeling really bad now, yes really bad, I need advices badly, shall I express my feel on her? or just let it overs and focus on my studdies, my final exams(the BIG one) is arround the corner.