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I know it's been ages since I last posted here, and most people probably don't even know me. Anyway, I just wanted to express my feelings right now, since this forum has been a very familiar place to me for a long time.
Right now I'm having the worst feeling I ever had in my life: a deep sadness which is leading me to depression, I think. Well, here's what happened: 2004 was a great year for me. I met a wonderful girl, and she made me the happiest guy in the world. She is pretty, fun, smart, cute, and I love her more than anything in my life. We study together in USP (University of São Paulo - Brazil). Anyway, she has applied for an exchange program in France, and after a hard selection proccess, she has been approved. Now, we have to give up our perfect relationship (believe me, it's really perfect) because she's going to France for 2 and a half years. Her approval has just been published, and we only have a couple of months before she has to leave. We are both very sad
. But there's nothing we can do. All her family want her to go, and indeed it's a great oportunity, and it will certainly help her in the future, when trying to get a job. I really wish she could stay, but there's absolutely nothing I can do. I can't stop thinking about her every second, and I get very sad knowing that the best thing that ever happened to me will simply disappear. Today she is an essencial part of my life, we go out every single day. I can't imagine my life without her, it will be completely empty.
Anyway, thanks to the ones who read all this. I know it's my problem, and I understand the ones who simply ignore this thread. I just wanted to express my feelings right now
Right now I'm having the worst feeling I ever had in my life: a deep sadness which is leading me to depression, I think. Well, here's what happened: 2004 was a great year for me. I met a wonderful girl, and she made me the happiest guy in the world. She is pretty, fun, smart, cute, and I love her more than anything in my life. We study together in USP (University of São Paulo - Brazil). Anyway, she has applied for an exchange program in France, and after a hard selection proccess, she has been approved. Now, we have to give up our perfect relationship (believe me, it's really perfect) because she's going to France for 2 and a half years. Her approval has just been published, and we only have a couple of months before she has to leave. We are both very sad
Anyway, thanks to the ones who read all this. I know it's my problem, and I understand the ones who simply ignore this thread. I just wanted to express my feelings right now