Well, I don’t know if I can (allowed) this to be posted here but since I spent my time on this board more than I spent my time with my friends, and here, on my neighborhood, I only trust a friend (a 20-21 girl and she has had a boyfriend) guess I need a hand from you guys bout my problem:
It’s about my former (first and last (I guess)) girlfriend. Let’s initialized her as L. I’ve been with her about 4 years. And now, of course, we’ve broke up… Recently, I heard some of my friends said that she has turned becoming a materialistic girl. I can’t believe it of course and I called her (Last Friday). L sounded surprised, since we haven’t contacted each other for another 4 years. And what I don’t get is: the next day, I called her back and GUESS WHAT… I KNEW…I REALLY KNEW it was she that picked up the phone (she lives in the house with her brother and her parents, who could’ve answered the phone?) But she said, “Wait a minute, please”
And his mom picked up the phone and she said that L hasn’t back from a dentist. (Strange, I’ve heard this reasons many years ago…hmm). So, I waited till 9 PM and called her back.. Same things happened.
Afterward, I messaged her through her Hand phone. I wrote, “Why did u avoid me V? I just wanna be ur friend nothing more nothing less. Guessed it’s even not possible for me. Bye”
And I never received any messages from her till now… My friend (the girl that I mentioned before), I’ll initialized her as T. T said that I must forget her. She is not for me, bla bla bla. But I just can’t forget her. Everytime I wanna go to bed, I just always think about her, her voice, her cute, funky attitude…Damn hell. How in the world can I forget her? PLUS, Now, she has a BOYFRIEND. And, she’s getting closer to her birthday (July 1st). Any suggestion on what should I do? I’m rather confused and I’m having my final term examination and I can’t concentrate on my study…**sigh**…thank you for reading (if anyone read..)